Tonight session was different.
Aside from the warmth I felt in my hands,
my attention was drawn to "me", instead of God or the Master.
And I was thinking about my whole life in which I have been looking for
God or someone who could guide me to him.
Very rarely I have thought about myself.
Even at the times that I decided to not wait/ look for anyone,
I was on "no-care" more, not on "see-me" mode.
It is said whoever and whatever we are seeking is "us",
... So, who am I?
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"Whatever exists is He, and whatever He is, is you.
He is you, and you are He; there are not two.
In truth, since all is He, you are nothing.
It is only in illusion that you see and hear duality.
How could you ever attain union with your own Self,
when you are forever separated from yourself?"
_ Attar