Interesting that you have to repeat it three times.
I translate what you write: "I have to say that, I know about social scoring and the problems I will get with the goverment and the justice when I say what I really think. Thats why "I love my country and the communist party is always right!"
How strange it was during the pandemic that nobody was allowed to report about Chinas behaviour against the own population (like the famous video, where thousands of citizens in skycrapers screamed on their balcony because they are almost starving, because the "good government with the always-right-communist-party" didnt allow to leave the buildings or even their flats (how people have been treated who tried that I will better not described). Haven´t you ever thought about how members of the communist party or government have lived during the pandemic? I guess it had a reason why they didn´t want to be filmed ... maybe like the english government - but because of that they have been fired by their own citizens...
Or what about children who lives with parents who tell things against the communist party and the officials "fetch" those children to give them "to better parents who are on party line...
I will tell you why? China has only one target: Being the worlds number one until middle of the century - everything (yes, human rights are senseless, elections even worse if those people could try to vote for another one) is behind it. And media don´t have to critizise, because China don´t want the world could get the impression China uses criminal actions to reach its targets.
If I say: "Olaf Scholz is a pig!" - what happens with me? Right, nothing! No consequences in my life, no police who fetch me, not government which takes my children. Try that in China ... there you can see the difference between freedom and "I have to say freedom otherwise I will get in trouble".