You close your
eyes, breathe deeply, and quiet your mind. At first, there is nothing there but
darkness. Then you see them... you see their light, THE LIGHT... and it feels
as though you are connected to everything, spread across the whole world.
You feel safe
and secure, and your heart is filled with warmth and relief. There is no
separation there. You feel as though you never want to leave that state.
Everything is PERFECT there. You leave your regrets and your tears to THE
LIGHT... to THE LOVE...
Once, I was
told, βLove is healing,β and now I understand how it works.
I had a new
experience this time. After 30 minutes of Silence session, I had chores to do,
so I got up and went to the kitchen, but the feeling was still there. The
beautiful sense of their light and the calming atmosphere of the Silence
accompanied me. It didnβt last very long, but it made me wonder: what if it
lasted longer? What if we could live our daily lives with this wonderful
feeling? This feeling may seem unreal, but IT IS both the truth and the realityβ¦
Maybe this is
what is called daydreaming. Whatever it is, itβs beautiful. I hope I can bring
more of it into my daily life, so that I can live with anyone, anywhere, and even
at any time I wish.
But is it
healthy? Where is the line between this amazing experience and mental disorders
such as schizophrenia?