The biography of Lawrence of Arabia was the first adult book I read. From then on, I became a book lover.
The Miraculous Mandarin was the first modern classical composition I listened to. From that moment, I grew fond of modern classical music.
I am sure that girl used to like me. I didn't kiss her because I was too young and clumsy. I believe she didn't kiss me for the same reason.
It is very nice what u wrote abt reading it and listening to that. 🙂 But with the kiss maybe is also bc u are afraid how they think abt it. Also i think sometimes for guys it is NOTTT abt that they love you or care for u but smt they just kiss u or try like more things and they can tell friends that they kissed u or other things and they act cool abt it without that they really care for u at all. BUTTT i dont think that is what u mean at all but that is for example sometimes in my school what they say and they brag a lot. And that way i feel also super unsure bc u dont know what they mean and if they are serious or not at all if u give first kiss. Idk if u understand what i mean bc it can be super different from ur country and that time.
Btw are u still in contact with her bc u can tell it to her how u feel now abt it maybe.
It is very nice what u wrote abt reading it and listening to that. 🙂 But with the kiss maybe is also bc u are afraid how they think abt it. Also i think sometimes for guys it is NOTTT abt that they love you or care for u but smt they just kiss u or try like more things and they can tell friends that they kissed u or other things and they act cool abt it without that they really care for u at all. BUTTT i dont think that is what u mean at all but that is for example sometimes in my school what they say and they brag a lot. And that way i feel also super unsure bc u dont know what they mean and if they are serious or not at all if u give first kiss. Idk if u understand what i mean bc it can be super different from ur country and that time.
Btw are u still in contact with her bc u can tell it to her how u feel now abt it maybe.
I understand what you're saying. Insecurity is a common problem at a certain age, but it passes - you'll see. I hope you find a boyfriend as sweet as you are.
My experience was different. I met that girl during summer many years ago while on holiday by the seaside. I've never seen her again. I've loved my wife all my life, but I still remember that girl fondly. Her name was Susan. I hope she is happy.
