Hello world!
I am looking for snail mail penpals, preferably long term although I would love to also have short term penpals. I am quite shy so it might be difficult to get to know me in a chat-like conversation, please just ask me whatever you want to know!
I am constantly torn between the fear of being percieved and fear of being unsignificant. Wishing so hard I mean something to someone, and leave a positive mark on this world, and the fear of becoming remembered the way Ea-nāṣir is remembered (although funny and light hearted) terrifies me for some reason.
I am trying to figure out who my authentic self is, and learning to love her, or maybe even help her be better and grow as a person.
is semi negative, sadly. I am extremely privileged being from where I'm from, however there are changes in society and enviromentally that worries me and makes me pessimistic.
I highly doubt I'll be able to fulfill my dream which is to own and run a homestead as independently I can.