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but I think my life is hopeless.
I'm looking for the meaning of life.
I often feel lonely in reality.
I know I'm not very mature, but I do want a girlfriend, who can listen to me.
I don't think I'm a good person, but I'm working hard to become one.
I still don't think it's suitable to say too much here.
Some people may think I'm crazy, but maybe it's true.
I have good academic performance and am also good at physical exercise. There are many girls in school who like me, but even so, I can still see people who are better than me.
I am not willing to accept it, but I am unwilling to work hard.I found myself such a lazy person. And this may also be the reason for my depression.
I really hope to find strength in life here.
I know my thoughts are always difficult to understand, but in fact, I never thought about committing suicide or anything like that. I have always felt that life is worth looking forward to.
I know that only speaking is useless.Action surpasses everything.
And ,OK.
I don't care how fate mocks me.I will continue to work hard.
Do you know Paul Cochakin?I quite admire him.
My favorite singer is Jay Chou, and there are many of my favorite songs, such as πΌπ πβπ ππππ ππ πΉππ‘βππ οΌππ’ππβπ’πππ οΌππππππ πΏππ£π and so on. My favorite albums are πβπ πΈππβπ‘ π·πππππ ππππ and πΉπππ‘ππ π¦.
My favorite animes are πβπ ππππππ ππ πππ£ππππππ οΌπ·ππππ ππππ¦ππ and π·ππ‘πππ‘ππ£π πΆππππ.
Do you like them?
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Thanks for listening to me.
I have never been abroad before.
And China is really a beautiful country.I hope all of you will love my country.
I have been to Shanghai and Jiangsu. I am from Jiangxi and I live in Fujian. And I am already a Fujianese now.