JanyiahMoon27 online

I'm a 17-year-old female, and I live in United States .

Member for over 9 months. (Casual)

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• A personal challenge

  A personal challenge I have is overcoming myself. I am my own enemy sometimes, I make many mistakes and those mistakes sabotage my life and my future. Before anyone messages me they should know I'm not the best person or friend or sister or anything. First impression and second and third may be pretty good and I may be super nice and happy but this isn't always me.

• Something uncommon about me

  I have bad days and I don't feel good sometimes. I'm sometimes dry and don't know what to say. Sometimes I talk too much. I can be very annoying. And I'm problematic. I say the wrong things and make so many bad decisions. Sometimes I push away the people that care and I'm nice to the people that don't deserve. I'm currently trying to change these things about me. I'm also overly emotional, sensitive, and flawed. And so I hate getting compliments like "you are the best", "ur perfect", "you are so kind" because most of the time the people that say this are the ones that end up blocking me are saying the opposite when I make a mistake. If I'm good for a week, one mess up and I'm the worst person ever. I've been told lots of mean things by people I truly considered as my friends and maybe they didn't mean it but it hurts all the same. So no one call me a good person if when I make a mistake I'm bad. No one call me beautiful if I have one bad day and I'm not beautiful anymore. Because unfortunately Im not a robot. I have bad days and can't always be in a great mood. Im flawed and do a lot of not good things so just don't talk to me if you can't handle it. Really not many can. 79 "friends" but only maybe 4 of them I consider my friends.

  
  BUUUUT I am a generally really happy person. But sometimes I feel like I'm slowly losing that spark of happiness but the right people know how to bring it out!! 😝