JanyiahMoon27

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    I want to also give thanks to Aziz, my best friend here.
    Not just here but my best friend in the whole world.
    We argue so much. Because of me, yea ik.
    And we don't always agree.
    We have said lots of hurtful things to each other
    and still you choose being my friend.
    You choose to suffer by my side rather than choose your peace.
    I'm sorry I haven't been the best friend to you
    and sorry I cause so many problems.
    thank you for being my friend even when I give you every reason not to.
    Some cooool nice person that sees this should save him from me.
    Or no. Don't save him from me.
    Just bc I mess up doesn't mean we should stop being friends forever.

    I just want to be better for you and be the best friend you deserve like you are with me. Thank you so much Aziz. Sooooo much.
    You will be my best friend forever.

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    And thank youuuuuu to you too J_Leeeee I guess 🙄 for being sooooo annoying and never listen to me talk and never pulling all-nighters 😭
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    I have bad days and I don't feel good sometimes. I'm sometimes dry and don't know what to say. Sometimes I talk too much. I can be very annoying. And I'm problematic. I say the wrong things and make so many bad decisions. Sometimes I push away the people that care and I'm nice to the people that don't deserve. I'm currently trying to change these things about me. I'm also overly emotional, sensitive, and flawed. And so I hate getting compliments like "you are the best", "ur perfect", "you are so kind" because most of the time the people that say this are the ones that end up blocking me are saying the opposite when I make a mistake. If I'm good for a week, one mess up and I'm the worst person ever. I've been told lots of mean things by people I truly considered as my friends and maybe they didn't mean it but it hurts all the same. So no one call me a good person if when I make a mistake I'm bad. No one call me beautiful if I have one bad day and I'm not beautiful anymore. Because unfortunately Im not a robot. I have bad days and can't always be in a great mood. Im flawed and do a lot of not good things so just don't talk to me if you can't handle it. Really not many can. 79 "friends" but only maybe 4 of them I consider my friends.


    BUUUUT I am a generally really happy person. But sometimes I feel like I'm slowly losing that spark of happiness but the right people know how to bring it out!! 😝

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