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  • Something to tell the world!

    ESTP 4w3 sx/so 485


    I'm generally happy to talk but I apologize in advance if I'm not the most fun to chat with, I tend to be more shy online than irl.
    I'm just here to chat casually so please don't ask me for other sites or stuff, thank you : )

    Also, please feel free to give me a nudge if I forgot to reply to your message.

  • I always enjoy talking about...

    I'm learning French, I play Genshin Impact, I play the violin and the piano, I draw, and I write fanfics lol

    (J'apprends le français, je joue à Genshin Impact, je joue du violon et du piano, je dessine et j'écris des fanfics.)

  • As a child, I wish...

    I wish I had gotten affection when I was young because now I crave affection yet if anyone tries to give it to me, I get really uncomfortable and run away.

    it would also have been nice not to have gotten berated or shamed whenever I got sick because now I get a breakdown whenever I catch a cold because of stupid memories but um anyway

  • My interests in other cultures

    went through my French phase in 2021 after I joined a group on a kids' website and pretended to be able to speak French, and decided I'd better educate myself for real before I got found out.

  • Childhood pleasures

    the highlight of my childhood was being unsupervised on the internet, sneaking on the computer to read hurt/comfort fanfiction

  • Improving the school system

    Schools should give children more time to explore their own interests. Of course some basic knowledge is important, especially in math and English, but the most important lessons in life are the ones you learn by living, you won't find them in a textbook.

  • Something uncommon about me

    I never scream. The most I'll do is make a small startled noise. I feel like I physically cannot scream (I've tried.)

    I enjoy the thrill of nightmares.

    Also, I dislike sweets... I can barely handle a small slice of cake without wanting to throw up.

  • My proudest accomplishments

    Today, I broke my personal record for consecutive days lived.

    Also, I can cry so quietly it goes unnoticed.

  • Favourite books/authors/films

    Secrets of the Millionaire Mind
    The Running Dream
    All Creatures Great and Small

  • Life regrets

    Being foolish enough to believe that I was important to anyone.

  • My feeling about the future

    The future will come in its own time. Too often people obsess over tomorrow to the point where they forget to make the most of today.

    ...no of course I am not trying to cover up my insecurity about the future and how I don't want to think about it because of my fear of long-term commitments what do you mean??

  • It is better now

    I like how people are becoming more open-minded, accepting and respectful of people and considerate of their situations. I like how we're working towards helping everyone feel welcome and comfortable and that they belong.

  • I'm excited about...

    I'm going to a violin summer camp in a couple months and I got the position of concertmaster for the orchestra there... I actually kind of hate violin (I was forced into it and hate how infuriatingly good I am at it because no one will let me quit, I feel so out of place when other violinists are talking about how they love it) but I love performing so it's okay (totally not an attention seeker).
    I'd never just play the violin by myself for fun (piano's a different story), but having an audience really boosts my energy. Even though I don't really care for it, playing for other people who do makes me genuinely want to give them a great performance, and their love will rub off on me a little so even though I dislike violin, performing gives me a way to at least somewhat enjoy it/make the most of it.

  • A trick or piece of advice

    "Le monde n'est qu'une scène.
    Il vaut mieux rire que pleurer,
    car le rire est le propre de l'homme.
    Riez de tout cela, ne vous inquiétez pas.
    Profitons d'aujourd'hui."